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Whether I chose to abandon you or bury you inside
I can no longer remember.
Did I hide you away for a time in need?
Or did I abandon you because the thought of you scared me?

I see now that I need you.
I will not let you be in control.
You are a part of me and I'm a part of you.
We are one and the same.
Yet, I will not become you.
It would swallow me.
Devour me.

I will not let you become me.
It would be your end.
Where there's light there is darkness.
Without you, I'm lost.
Without me, you'd fade away.

Whether or not I can no longer run.
I will no longer hide.

You, the voice in my head.
I will no longer ignore.
You've screamed for so long.
Begging me to listen.
You mean no harm.
I finally remember.
I once were you.

I grew because of you.
My pride and joy.
My sadness.
My Anger.
I will no longer cage you.

I gave you a name
Yet I took it away
I claimed it as mine.
I used it to hide.
Behind a mask.

I..
You..
We ..
Our name is..
---
We will never disappear.
Voice Within
I wrote this one a couple of days ago and I've been dreading this moment.. To publish it. 
The grammar is not perfect. I have not proof read it and I probably will ignore it for a while.
I only hope this piece can be enjoyed for what it is. Imperfect, a way to know you're not alone. I really don't know.
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  • Name change.
Thank you G-cat for making it possible.
  • A journal I should have written months ago.
  1. Important:
    There's a reason to why I don't use my real name as an account name.
    I use a pseudonym for a reason. Some of you know my real name, some know who I am.
    All I can say is that I hope you lovely people can help me remain anonymous.

  2. Gender & Identity:
  • For many years I've felt conflicted about my gender. I feel comfortable with my gender but at the same time I feel like it's wrong. It's too visible.
  • I started to explain it to a friend and suddenly after a few questions I knew. I want to be more neutral.
  • I used to say my mind was 50/50. I was always serious. I just couldn't explain it. I didn't have a word for it.
  • So, I have to start somewhere because I can't tell most of my family. 
    I'm genderfluid. 
Updated 06.19
  • I seem to have stopped being active here on DeviantArt. 
  • I lurk almost daily but I highly doubt I'll ever be able to become active here again. 
  • I might upload something sporadically a few times a year but that's about it.
  • I've been a part of the DeviantArt community for many years but recently I feel like it has changed too much. 
  • I won't delete my account on here because the art you lovely people create and publish always make me smile and inspires me to continue. 
  • I can also be added on Skype. I won't be online regularly until I can buy a new computer but I do hope to be reachable there as often as possible in the near future.
Here's where I'm active or plan to be active for various reasons.
My Wordpress account. I generally just write about things like daily life, things that interest me etc.
My Wattpad account. I will add some of my writings I have on here and remove it from DeviantArt afterwards.
My Tumblr account. I'm not really active and it might get deleted eventually.
Skype: Kester.Muiredac
If you add me let me know who you are~ 
  • Name change.
Thank you G-cat for making it possible.
  • A journal I should have written months ago.
  1. Important:
    There's a reason to why I don't use my real name as an account name.
    I use a pseudonym for a reason. Some of you know my real name, some know who I am.
    All I can say is that I hope you lovely people can help me remain anonymous.

  2. Gender & Identity:
  • For many years I've felt conflicted about my gender. I feel comfortable with my gender but at the same time I feel like it's wrong. It's too visible.
  • I started to explain it to a friend and suddenly after a few questions I knew. I want to be more neutral.
  • I used to say my mind was 50/50. I was always serious. I just couldn't explain it. I didn't have a word for it.
  • So, I have to start somewhere because I can't tell most of my family. 
    I'm genderfluid. 
Updated 06.19
  • I seem to have stopped being active here on DeviantArt. 
  • I lurk almost daily but I highly doubt I'll ever be able to become active here again. 
  • I might upload something sporadically a few times a year but that's about it.
  • I've been a part of the DeviantArt community for many years but recently I feel like it has changed too much. 
  • I won't delete my account on here because the art you lovely people create and publish always make me smile and inspires me to continue. 
  • I can also be added on Skype. I won't be online regularly until I can buy a new computer but I do hope to be reachable there as often as possible in the near future.
Here's where I'm active or plan to be active for various reasons.
My Wordpress account. I generally just write about things like daily life, things that interest me etc.
My Wattpad account. I will add some of my writings I have on here and remove it from DeviantArt afterwards.
My Tumblr account. I'm not really active and it might get deleted eventually.
Skype: Kester.Muiredac
If you add me let me know who you are~ 

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WargmoDesign Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks again for yet another fav~! :la:
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WargmoDesign Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you so much for the fav~! :dummy:
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AussieDidge Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
The llama's much appreciated, mate. In fact, I've no doubt it deserves a llama in return. :)
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Lior-Art Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2014
Rhododendron by Lior-Art

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Likaonca Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2014
ty for fav
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ricky4 Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2014
:icongivemesmilesplz: Thx for the kind fave! Cuddling up with someone close...
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VonDiezyl Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the points <33
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Epicaracacy Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2014  Student Writer
Thankyou so much for the points :D was that for a commision? or wut
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WargmoDesign Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Many thanks for the fav! :hug: :heart:
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